OK, I figured it was time for just a random thread where people can just post what's on their mind, apart from their CF issues.

As for me, I'm slightly OD'ing on energy drinks right now.
I don't know why I had to drink that many for no apparent reason and I wish I hadn't.

I will go shave now.
Hope I don't tremble too much.

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"We all make choices. But in the end, our choices make us." - Andrew Ryan in "BioShock"

I'm not going to NYC tomorrow. I'll just reschedule the appointment.


Why do I procrastinate? On some level I must enjoy the stress. There are probably some other 'payoffs' too. Otherwise, why would I do it?


My eyebrows are a mess. I'm waxing them ASAP.


Time for lunch. What will I eat? Pizza, probably.

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Start out perfect and don’t change a thing. Always accentuate your best features by pointing at them. And conceal your flaws by sucker punching anyone who has the audacity to mention them. - Miss Piggy

I don't know what I'm doing. Am still waiting to feel like a grown-up and like I'm not faking it.

Wish I hadn't eaten all that guacamole.

My nails look pretty with the melon-pink varnish I chose.

Hm.

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"I am selfish and I am childfree. I am not selfish BECAUSE I am childfree."

Just wrote a note on Facebook about how women my age have "settled" for someone safe rather than someone who inspires them.

Drinking a Diet Pepsi with lime, and thinking I should go put some clothes in the dryer.

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"A woman has to live her life, or live to repent not having lived it." -- D. H. Lawrence

Really missing my husband today. Usually I deal with deployments just fine, but today is one of the long days when I just wish I could demand he come home and take care of me. Nothing I would admit in "real life".

I really should have taken the dog for her walk today. The guilt she's throwing my way is not helping with my mood. It's only the 3rd time I've flaked in 9 months. Give me a break dog!

I'm wondering if I should just shut the house up, jump in the truck and drive away from here until April.

I can't believe I haven't eaten anything today, it's 3pm and I'm not even hungry.

I'm tired, and bored. I don't really like people, but I need to be around them or I get really lonely/bored/droopy.

I owe my lover an apology, and a big one. I could really afford to be less grouchy.

I'm sure the lady at the grocery store didn't need any help figuring out why I looked so run down today, what with my purchases: Maxi Pads, Excedrin Extra Strength, and a bottle of iron supplements.

I've been slacking off all week, but I just haven't felt like doing much. Between headaches and less pleasant things, I just wanted to sleep.

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"There is nothing impossible to him who will try." - Alexander the Great

Everyone is whining about the snow here but I REALLY hope we get clobbered this week and we get multiple snow days off from work.

I really, REALLY hate snowmobilers.

DH is coming home from 3.5 hours at his uncles house to help him move furniture, a trip that was supposed to take .5 hours. He will be whining about his back.

Gumbo cooking on stove smells so good.

I love my cats, especially the one on the couch behind my head snoring.

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Lactation Consultant and Assistant Kickball Coach of the "Cass is a horrible person...and she's also ugly!" club.

Russell Crowe is on my tv. He is a self-important, annoying douche and I want to punch him in the face.

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"I am selfish and I am childfree. I am not selfish BECAUSE I am childfree."

Camp Hosting in my RV.

Watching TV on one of the FEW channels I get over the air on the RV antenna.

Wondering if I can find what is missing in my life right now (don't worry, it AIN'T kids!), regardless of what it is.....

Hoping I get a camp hosting job in Colorado.

Can't wait for it to get warmer (but by then, I'll be whining that it's too hot.)

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JJ

The choice to have children or not, the choice to marry or not, is nothing more than a LIFESTYLE choice and not any "requirement."

Yesterday was my first day off in two weeks straight. I've been doing 10-14 hour days, every day, at school lately. I needed a day of rest.

Today I don't feel good. I'm tired, headachy and dizzy. I think it is caffeine withdrawal as I was drinking a lot of Coke and frappucino to survive that two weeks. I have school-related things I want to accomplish today, but I'm having trouble focusing.

One problem is I'm TAing a class this semester, and I don't know the material. I thought, well that's okay, there's a book, right? Um, no book. So I had to make a homework, and a key for the homework, about material that hasn't been covered yet so I don't know what's going to be discussed. And I'll soon have kids coming to me in office hours needing help that I'll somehow have to give them.

Sigh.